一只狗狗的临终告白
那天傍晚我听到她向我走来,然后我跟着她轻轻地穿过长廊,走进一间独立的房间。在这异常安静的房间里,她把我放在一张桌子上,揉着我的耳朵叫我不要担心。我已料到即将发生的事情,而我的心为此猛烈地跳动着,可是同时也浮现出一种解脱的感觉。爱的囚徒所剩的时日已经不多了,但是本性使然,我更加关心却是她。我能感觉到她肩上的担子十分沉重,就像我能感知到你的每种心情一样。她温柔地为我的前腿绑上止血带,此时她的泪珠滑下了脸颊。我温柔地舐她的手,犹如许多年前我在你悲伤的时候安慰你一样。然后,她熟练地把注射器插入我的静脉里。随着一阵刺痛,一股冷流走遍我的全身。我昏昏沉沉地躺下了,看着她亲切的眼睛,我喃喃地说:“你怎么可以这样呢?”
12)tourniquet n. 止血带13)hypodermicadj. (指药物、注射器等)皮下注射用的 n. 皮下注射,皮下注射器
Perhaps because she understood my dogspeak, she said "I'm so sorry." She hugged me, and hurriedly explained it was her job to make sure I went to a better place, where I wouldn't be ignored or abused or abandoned, or have to fend for myself-a place of love and light so very different from this earthly place.
也许是她听懂了我的话,她对我说:“真是对不起。”她拥着我,急忙向我解释说这是她的工作,她要保证把我带到一个更好的地方,一个充满爱和光明,跟尘世完全不同的世界,在那里我不会再受冷落,遭欺凌,被遗弃,也不需再自谋生存……
And with my last bit of energy, I tried to convey to her with a 14)thump of my tail that my "How could you?" was not directed at her. It was you, My Beloved Master, I was thinking of. I will think of you and wait for you forever. May everyone in your life continue to show you so much loyalty.
我使尽全身最后一丝力气用尾巴重重地敲了一下桌子,竭力想让她知道这句“你怎么可以这样呢?”并不是对她说的,而是对你说的,我最爱的主人。我一直都在想念你,我会永远怀念你,永远等待你。我只希望你生命中的每一个人也可以这么忠诚地对待你。
14)thump [θʌmp] vt. & vi. 重击; (指心脏)急速跳动 n.砰的重击声